Damn, as the days seem to get longer I being to find inspiration from just the little things. I really don’t even feel the need to even do Youtube videos ever again like I really just want to vent out everything on my Youtube ,but I am afraid that folks won’t like to hear or even see that types of shit. So I am really like upset about that now. I want to have folks around me that accept me for who the hell I am and not what I am trying to be. It’s hard mayne. Like I just feel like if I say or do the wrong thing like on my online radio show it will eventually never have any more ratings and if I vent too much on HERE then I am most likely going to lose all my followers. Hell, why me? I refuse to talk about natural hair any more since it seems that the ones who have been natural for a while KNOW so much more than others. I just don’t want to be a part of the competition. Everyone seem to think that the pictures on my blog describe who I am when it is more than just pictures this is me. The words that you are reading. Hell, any one can re-blog all types of pictures. But that does not mean that that is truly their personality or what they like. Some people just re-blog shit cause they saw it all over their damn dashboard. But this is me. And if I lose followers because this anit dope or whatever the case maybe then fuck it!

(Source: leenylynn)